Thursday, October 9, 2008

to my dearest sister

Why did you do that to yourself?
why did you try that again?
Why would you go back to the boy who tried killing you?
AMY WHY?!

Why can't you think on your own?
Why do you hurt yourself?
Why did you lie to Dad?
why did you lie to me?

You just couldn't be truthful. No of course not. The only good memories I have of us are when you were trying to destroy your life. Amy i've cried a thousand tears for you, but now I don't haven even one.

Why do you think that is amy? Why?

I'm done being the "older" sister when i'm the younger sister. I wish you would change your life, but I know you won't. Nor have you tried. Only God can help you now.

Because i'm done trying.

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