Thanksgiving

was pretty much a downer this year.
Just drama all around.
I'm feeling down
and im struggling with being away from masters.
I forgot everything i learned
I havent' prayed for an hour.
I'm just wanting to be alone!

I can't wait for monday when i can go to my favorite spot and be with God for a long long long time.

I pray christmas will be better.

I'm tired of...

I'm getting tired of this genertaion of friends. This generation where being brittany spears is okay, or living your life on the edge is fine and dandy. Where turning your back on your friends just to fit in and be cool is now a way of life. When 14 year olds think that they know everything and anything and try to gain power over adults. Where they are too scared to actually stand up for something whether it's thier life or determining their future. No i am not talking about 2008 election. Where kids are to scared to open up thier mouths defending themselves but they will open up their mouth in a heartbeat if it's going to drag someone down. I want to see a change in this generation. I want to feel a revolution!

It's been a while

It's been a while since i last wrote in this.
It's been a couple days, a week maybe?
anyway, i saw my family yesterday. No not long island
but the ones who live in Camp Hill and I must say it felt absoutly
amazing to be around them. Especially since i haven't seen some of them in a while.
Like my cousins, Jordan, Jenna, Corinne and Gracie. <3
Oh those girls, wow i've missed parts of their life and i wish i haven't.
But now since i'm in pennsylvania I can catch up with them.

I love my family <3
so muchh

hey guess what?!

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU.
I CAN SAY THIS TO EVERYONE FOREVER.
I CAN'T EXPLAIN WHY I CAN SAY "I LOVE YOU NOW"
BUT GOD'S WORKING IN ME AND ALL I WANT TO JUST TELL PEOPLE IS THAT I LOVE THEM
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU <3

Obama

Won.
not too happy about it.
but i'm just having faith.
that's honestly all we can do.
Is pray and have faith in God.

God <3
i pray this is all apart of a big plan you have.

2008 election

I have to say, I have mixed emotions about this election.
I'm really happy that it's ending, but i am very very very nervous
about who's going to win.
i voted macain, but obama i will admit it a great speaker.

I have been praying this whole morning
that people's minds and hearts would change.
that we won't turn our backs on israel.
Oh dear i spelt that wrong!

God be with us <3

My mommy.

Came to visit.
and she brought lots of goodies including the quilts she made for the masters staff and kids.
It was really awesome to see her and get hugs from her.
I miss her dearly.
Today was really a great day
I brought her to the battlefields and the bridge.
i meant to bring her to my favorite place where i feel like God is there, but we ran out of time.

Anyway, i'm so tired from today
but i watched babies tonight and they make me fall more and more in love with Life.
I can't wait til i start a family.
Well i can wait, but i can't
DOES THIS MAKE SENSE?
OH WELL FORGET IT!

Night <3