I miss long island. 
I hate this feeling that I'm getting no where and i'm not making a dent anywhere.
I hate the feeling that i'm loosing my friends because of the choices i make. It seems that even though i make good choices, I still get dumped. I hate the fact that I'm loosing touch with God. That when seasons come, instead of facing them, I feel as though I'm backing away from them. That I'm just running away from them instead of at them. 
I feel as though I'm stuck in a place that i've been dreading. 
I hate that I'm growing up so fast, and I hate the fact that everyone expects so much of me when i'm slowly trying to get my life back. 
I need you Lord.!!!
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)

No comments:
Post a Comment