7 Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God. 8 Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love. 9 This is how God showed his love among us: He sent his one and only Son[a] into the world that we might live through him. 10 This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins. 11 Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another. 12 No one has ever seen God; but if we love one another, God lives in us and his love is made complete in us.
13 We know that we live in him and he in us, because he has given us of his Spirit. 14 And we have seen and testify that the Father has sent his Son to be the Savior of the world. 15 If anyone acknowledges that Jesus is the Son of God, God lives in him and he in God. 16 And so we know and rely on the love God has for us. God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him. 17 In this way, love is made complete among us so that we will have confidence on the day of judgment, because in this world we are like him. 18 There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.
19 We love because he first loved us. 20 If anyone says, "I love God," yet hates his brother, he is a liar. For anyone who does not love his brother, whom he has seen, cannot love God, whom he has not seen. 21 And he has given us this command: Whoever loves God must also love his brother.
I absoutly love this verse.
It honestly could mean tons of meanings.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Saturday, October 11, 2008
i miss you
So much it's incredible.
I miss playing "baseball" out in the field 7th period with our "crew" and using a tennis ball and tree relier thing as out bat that scott decided to "rob".
Oh man our fun times with the Met's vs. The Yankees team and you and I were always on the same team.
You became someone i trusted and someone i loved.
Someone who became closer to my heart than ever before.
It's like in high school we were meant to be friends and middle school just classmates. Geez, how i love you so much and all our fond memories.
I miss you Salman Iqubal <3
but i promise we'll be friends forever <3
i love you
I miss playing "baseball" out in the field 7th period with our "crew" and using a tennis ball and tree relier thing as out bat that scott decided to "rob".
Oh man our fun times with the Met's vs. The Yankees team and you and I were always on the same team.
You became someone i trusted and someone i loved.
Someone who became closer to my heart than ever before.
It's like in high school we were meant to be friends and middle school just classmates. Geez, how i love you so much and all our fond memories.
I miss you Salman Iqubal <3
but i promise we'll be friends forever <3
i love you
Thursday, October 9, 2008
to my dearest sister
Why did you do that to yourself?
why did you try that again?
Why would you go back to the boy who tried killing you?
AMY WHY?!
Why can't you think on your own?
Why do you hurt yourself?
Why did you lie to Dad?
why did you lie to me?
You just couldn't be truthful. No of course not. The only good memories I have of us are when you were trying to destroy your life. Amy i've cried a thousand tears for you, but now I don't haven even one.
Why do you think that is amy? Why?
I'm done being the "older" sister when i'm the younger sister. I wish you would change your life, but I know you won't. Nor have you tried. Only God can help you now.
Because i'm done trying.
why did you try that again?
Why would you go back to the boy who tried killing you?
AMY WHY?!
Why can't you think on your own?
Why do you hurt yourself?
Why did you lie to Dad?
why did you lie to me?
You just couldn't be truthful. No of course not. The only good memories I have of us are when you were trying to destroy your life. Amy i've cried a thousand tears for you, but now I don't haven even one.
Why do you think that is amy? Why?
I'm done being the "older" sister when i'm the younger sister. I wish you would change your life, but I know you won't. Nor have you tried. Only God can help you now.
Because i'm done trying.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Oh how i fall
more in love with you God.
Every single day of every single minute.
I fall more and more in love with you. forever <3
Every single day of every single minute.
I fall more and more in love with you. forever <3
Where are all the accusers?
Where are the people that accuse me?
The ones who beat me down and bruise me
They hide, just out of sight
Can’t face me in the light
They’ll return, but I’ll be stronger
God i want to dream again
Take me where I’ve never been
I want to go there
This time I’m not scared
Now I am unbreakable
It’s unmistakable
No one can touch me
Nothing can stop me
Sometimes it’s hard to just keep going
But faith is moving without knowing
Can I trust what I can’t see
to reach my destiny?
I want to take control, but I know better
God i want to dream again
Take me where I’ve never been
I want to go there
This time I’m not scared
Now I am unbreakable
It’s unmistakable
No one can touch me
Nothing can stop me
Forget the fear, it’s just a crutch
That tries to hold you back and turn your dreams to dust
All you need to do is just *trust
(trust, trust, trust)*
God i want to dream again
Take me where I’ve never been
I want to go there
This time I’m not scared
Now I am unbreakable
It’s unmistakable
No one can touch me
Nothing can stop me
God i want to dream again (I want to dream again!)
Take me where I’ve never been
I want to go there (I wanna go there)
This time I’m not scared
Now I am unbreakable (I am unbreakable!)
It’s unmistakable
No one can touch me (No one can touch me!)
Nothing can stop me
I really love this song.
It's amazing
It's cool
and it means alot to me.
The ones who beat me down and bruise me
They hide, just out of sight
Can’t face me in the light
They’ll return, but I’ll be stronger
God i want to dream again
Take me where I’ve never been
I want to go there
This time I’m not scared
Now I am unbreakable
It’s unmistakable
No one can touch me
Nothing can stop me
Sometimes it’s hard to just keep going
But faith is moving without knowing
Can I trust what I can’t see
to reach my destiny?
I want to take control, but I know better
God i want to dream again
Take me where I’ve never been
I want to go there
This time I’m not scared
Now I am unbreakable
It’s unmistakable
No one can touch me
Nothing can stop me
Forget the fear, it’s just a crutch
That tries to hold you back and turn your dreams to dust
All you need to do is just *trust
(trust, trust, trust)*
God i want to dream again
Take me where I’ve never been
I want to go there
This time I’m not scared
Now I am unbreakable
It’s unmistakable
No one can touch me
Nothing can stop me
God i want to dream again (I want to dream again!)
Take me where I’ve never been
I want to go there (I wanna go there)
This time I’m not scared
Now I am unbreakable (I am unbreakable!)
It’s unmistakable
No one can touch me (No one can touch me!)
Nothing can stop me
I really love this song.
It's amazing
It's cool
and it means alot to me.
Monday, October 6, 2008
Thank You
God for everyone here at Masters.
For letting me not go home last night, and stay with them to watch the Steelers Game (even though i'm a Giants Fan).
For finally spilling my guts to why I was down all yesterday (after church)
For letting me not go home last night, and stay with them to watch the Steelers Game (even though i'm a Giants Fan).
For finally spilling my guts to why I was down all yesterday (after church)
Sunday, October 5, 2008
I really really really....
Love it here. So why is it that today I want to run away and just leave? I've been down all day. I haven't smiled and that's not normal. God what's with me today?
It's like i've forgotten who i am.
It's like I've been abandoned
It's like no one likes me and just wants tp punch me out.
It's like I'm under attack.
It's like I'm lost
It's like I really need GOD.
It's like I really need a hug.
It's like I really want a hug.
God, I really need your help!
God, I really want help!
God, HELP ME PLEASE!!!
It's like i've forgotten who i am.
It's like I've been abandoned
It's like no one likes me and just wants tp punch me out.
It's like I'm under attack.
It's like I'm lost
It's like I really need GOD.
It's like I really need a hug.
It's like I really want a hug.
God, I really need your help!
God, I really want help!
God, HELP ME PLEASE!!!
Saturday, October 4, 2008
All for love the father gave <3
So today is the Bethelem human video which includes Addison, Leah, Jason, Heather, Beth and Me! Last night I couldn't sleep well, and I'm not sure if it was because I'm so nervous or that I was under attack. Well the only thing I know is that I called out to God the Whole night. Everytime I woke up I just said "God, let this human video go well and let my spirit have ease so that I can sleep". That's it. I actually woke up a little early this morning. If I wanted to I could of slept til 6:25 and took a shower and left and still made it to the church on time.
Well since that didn't happen, I'm going to go get a coffee and sit at the church.
Bye <3
Well since that didn't happen, I'm going to go get a coffee and sit at the church.
Bye <3
Friday, October 3, 2008
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Today...
Tonight is one of those nights where I feel like i'm not worth anything and i'll never be good enough.& you know what. That is a lie. I am worth it and I will not only be good enough but i will be Beyond good enough. I know i'll make it and I know God loves me.
So why am i feeling like this?
Lord, help me to not feel like this and not believe the lies that Satan is trying to place in my head. I love you lord.
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